As of late, I’ve been really tired. All the fucking time.
I’ve always been tired. Probably since I was 16. That was when bedtimes got later and the homework piled on. I would go to bed at 1am because I had to finish some physics homework or study for an upcoming math test. Grade 12 wasn’t any different, marks became extremely important, bedtimes got even later, school started a bit earlier. It became a perpetual cycle of exhaustion.
University came along, I often got so swamped with coursework that I often went to bed at 2am. 2 FUCKING AM.
And now, I’m trying to balance courses with working at an amusement park five days a week as well as hosting a weekly radio show. I don’t even know what “feeling energized” means anymore.