Recently, I feel like I have accumulated an alias. I feel fake. That the person who you see in public is not the me inside. I’m so insecure about myself and I have trust issues. Why? I became friends with a person who later betrayed my trust towards him in grade one. I don’t trust people. Especially ones I’ve just recently met. It doesn’t help that I’ve been bullied all through elementary school. it would be a complete lie to say that that hasn’t had a single affect on the person I am today. The victim blaming I had to face after that didn’t help one fucking bit either.